Gema fully thinks that I should go to Victoria next year and complete my Bachelor of Commerce there (except at Victoria they call it a Bacehlor of Commerce and Administration) she says that it's a better degree and that there is the social factor for me. I think she's worried about me not having the support systems I need. I mean sure I've had quite a few down times some really bad especially when I first came down and after she left but I'm still here. However, my ex goes to Vic doing accounting and she's someone I don't really want to see.

However I like Otago and my life is here but she is sort of right. The support will help my family are a tight knit bunch and I miss them heaps and I know they miss me. I especially miss my younger brothers Joshua and Isaac who are 5 and 6 respectively.

Also the price of travelling is not going to get any cheaper any time soon so visiting is proberly only going to be cut to the summer.

All stuff to consdier. Do you people out there in journal land have any thoughts/views?

If I do switch Universities it does mean asking my Grandparents if it's still okay if I can stay with them in Parapararumu no board though and they live really closely to coastlands so I could find a job there and still get the allowance and use that to pay for the train. I like trains. So much better than buses.