There is just so much stuff going on at the moment, some of it I can't even get my head past. Today I was sitting in phsi191 (bored as hell btw) and I didn't hear most of that lecture because I was so preoccupied. My life is just so... complicated!

I was also thinking today about how my mum laughted when I told her I wanted to be a doctor. Honestly, LAUGHED down the phone at me. She said I'd make a terriable doctor because I hate people and that I don't have the empathy. Sometimes I wish that she'd just take a really good look at me and see me for who I know I am, instead of what she wants/thinks. She also said that she'd rather see me a scientist *sigh* anyways I was thinking about that today and how she was wrong, I just expect high standards from the people that I know/love and I get annoyed when they don't meet them.

My first offical university test was on Saturday and it was good! Not as hard as I'm used to. I'm expecting at least a pass. However, the HUBS questions are all really odd! Like, the first question was on The Human Tissues Act 1964. It's relevant because we are the only 1st years in the whole university that are allowed access to REAL human body parts and to the anatomy museam, but it was a curly question! To me that test seemed REALLY basic, like none of the complexity that we are learning about. I think it should have been longer with harder questions. I felt like all my study was for nothing. Hahaha who says that.

Well should get back to my chemistry study. I'm so tired.