It's odd, Gema and I have never been geographically close for any great amount of time but she is my best friend. I know exactly what she is doing right now (thanks to her "sharing is caring" motto) and I'm not grossed out. At all. And I know that afterwards she's coming back online to talk to me. I fucking love her. I think I finally feel loved by someone, someone who may actually love me as much as I love them. *bursts into tears* ugh feeling ultra emotional recently.

I have'nt got that long at Uni it's really strange in some ways it feels like I've just started and in other ways it dosn't. I don't think anyone mangaed to fill my head with any new information all they've managed to do is make me stress. I got a letter from my great aunt and that made me happy. I miss my family so much. At least this year I'm not going to be spending Christmas Day alone.

I have been drawing a lot of pictures of St Mary and her Immaculate heart and I've just finished a couple tonight of Jesus and his Sacred heart. I will hopefully be scanning them tommrrow where they will then appear on my deviantart account.