Blurg, man this week has just gone WOOSH. Like last Friday seemed like only a few days ago. I've been studying for chemistry like a good girl. Done some of my HUBS SDL booklet (I'm sure that is due soon I should really get cracking) I've looked at my CELS SDL booklet, I actually was at the University on Thursday but I didn't bring my textbook so I couldn't really do much (and if you've seen how huge Biology by Campbell & Reece is, you'd not want to take it any where either) at the moment I'm trying to do a few of my reading tests for Physics. It annoyies me so much that it's only worth like 1% of my whole mark for PHSI191 when there is about 4-7 reading tests of between 5-10 questions each and if they feel extra mean they'll do a couple of conceptual tests & we do that for each friggen topic!
You know I haven't actually written an actual assignment yet? All we get is SDLs. I'm not sure if thats exactly a bad thing.

Air New Zealand had $35 flights from Christchurch to Wellington and I wish I had the money to go because they fit in perfectly with my June16-July7th mid-semester break. But alas I may just ring up eggland (where I used to work) and see if they'd like me to work for those weeks. I really really hated it there but I know they are always short staffed and I know what I'm doing... the pay is alright at $12.50 just before I left in Feburary to start university I was told I was getting a pay rise. Like, 2 weeks before I left. Although I am told that minimum wage has gone up to $12.00 I guess now that the price of the basics has gone up they need to keep giving people a living wage. Which brings me onto my next point.

THE FUCKING STUDENT ALLOWANCE!! I don't qualify and neither does my other flatmate however, one of my flatmates does and is getting $182.42 per week. I'M ONLY STILL GETTING $150 AND IT'S PISSING ME OFF!! When I used to get the allowance I was only getting $167-something. That would make a huge difference if I could get what she is getting. I'm finding it so hard to feed myself these days. I brought a silverbeet the other day because I couldn't remember the last time I had any green leafy vegetables. I may cook sushi tonight though, as I have some short-grain rice and nori. Just need some sausages (I was going to use chicken but it's a bit to expensive) I'm not eating well and I know it. I wish I knew what to each and how much (every week) so that I can have a meal plan and only buy what I friggen need every week. I know like I need vegetables (hence why I brought a silverbeet it tastes great with cheese sauce) Dont I need like 8,000 kJ of energy every day? Oh I also have museli because I love museli. Yum.

I still need to register for UMAT. And have that freaken blood test. I may get tested for insulin intolerance because the website said that I should because most doctors over-look it when diaogonising people with what I have... and there is a history of diabetees. 7.4mmol after 3hrs >_< and I had like no sugar that day (usual for me since I always have lollies stashed away somewhere. Or coke...)

Finally start some body systems after the holidays in HUBS! We are going to start learning about the endcrine system. I mean the musclo-skeletal system was okay but this is what I'm more interested in!

*sigh*

I miss that boy. I sometimes worry that we can't talk... like it's just a physical thing.