So much has been happening lately that journaling has completely fallen by the way side. Right now I should be writing but I'm not feeling too special - weird heart palpatations and nausea, probably from stressing/burning the candle at both ends - so I am taking a break.
I have about 3 weeks of class to go and then I am done. Such a scary and cool feeling. But of course, it's head down bum up between now and then.
We are also house hunting. We looked at two properties today and are putting in an application for one so cross fingers and toes for us??
Meantime I am going through a bit of a health hiccup. I will spend all day Thursday at Waikato Hospital and have to fast for 16 hours before hand and all day. Oh and drink laxatives. I have a morning of various blood tests that is scheduled to take 3 hours (!!!) and then an investigative procedure in the afternoon that I will be heavily sedated for (Heather it's the same procedure you had recently so I will know your discomfort/displeasure). Hopefully this will find out what has been causing all the problems and I can get treatment and get back on track.
Also cross fingers and toes for my beloved - he had a job interview yesterday and has been asked to come back for a 2nd interview as well. It would be nice if things started falling into place for us.
Of course, whenever a good thing happens the universe likes to come along and f*ck it all up. Michael's sister lost her second baby yesterday. This time at 14 weeks into her pregnancy. She is understandably devastated. My heart just breaks for her, she and her husband want a baby so badly and would make fantastic parents. And then I watch on the news how those 4 scumheads killed little Nia Glassie and her so called mother did nothing about it. It makes me sick. How can people like that be able to have children yet those who would provide the most loving, stable homes cannot?
Sorry, tired and ranting!
I have about 3 weeks of class to go and then I am done. Such a scary and cool feeling. But of course, it's head down bum up between now and then.
We are also house hunting. We looked at two properties today and are putting in an application for one so cross fingers and toes for us??
Meantime I am going through a bit of a health hiccup. I will spend all day Thursday at Waikato Hospital and have to fast for 16 hours before hand and all day. Oh and drink laxatives. I have a morning of various blood tests that is scheduled to take 3 hours (!!!) and then an investigative procedure in the afternoon that I will be heavily sedated for (Heather it's the same procedure you had recently so I will know your discomfort/displeasure). Hopefully this will find out what has been causing all the problems and I can get treatment and get back on track.
Also cross fingers and toes for my beloved - he had a job interview yesterday and has been asked to come back for a 2nd interview as well. It would be nice if things started falling into place for us.
Of course, whenever a good thing happens the universe likes to come along and f*ck it all up. Michael's sister lost her second baby yesterday. This time at 14 weeks into her pregnancy. She is understandably devastated. My heart just breaks for her, she and her husband want a baby so badly and would make fantastic parents. And then I watch on the news how those 4 scumheads killed little Nia Glassie and her so called mother did nothing about it. It makes me sick. How can people like that be able to have children yet those who would provide the most loving, stable homes cannot?
Sorry, tired and ranting!
I am looking forward to the long weekend and the long sleep ins it will afford. I will be doing study and class work during the day though while Michael is playing mechanic for a friend at the Ham kart club (North Island champs are on.)
Mood: 
Gloomy
Gloomy
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. Thanks for your recent blog comments by the way! I'm off to Tonga now xxx